IMMORTALIS
ZOMBEAST
DEATHDIVINE
I'm just a cigarette, so please smoke me. This twisted, wretched place shadowed by the utmost darks of Hell. In dreams of black beyond the bounds of a withered witch's spell. Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate, driven insane by the dark one. To bring forth the foul biddings, he speaks. The undead are among us, at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds. They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck.His spires are growing taller still, their shadows spreading throughout the land, freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man. Into the tower, never go. The horrors multiply. Gears can mince the strongest ones, leaving heroes paralyzed. The rivers flow with poison, the sands swallow you whole, the ghouls that roam this darkened wood are thirsting for your throat. Tonight will be our last, my hands are itching for razors, my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings. Consumed by sickness, I ache to see your blood. The hour approaches when I shall lay a nest inside of you. Sliced open, I lay waste to my desires. Sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile. And in my dreams, I hold your head beneath the waves. After you've died, I kiss the nape of your porcelain neck. You enter me in death's perpetual embrace, skin tightens in the throes of lust. And in my dreams, I cut your mouth from ear to ear. Dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room. How splendidly I carve into your tender heart, shuddering between the sheets. Whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils. We shall be intertwined, entangled in our love. Murder beckons as time stops with your voice, "I'll love you forever" - and forever it shall be. The knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh. The pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind. The rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries. With a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations. With a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting the knives are crooning for this perfect end. For weeks I've watched you, perched above your sleeping form. As I caress your perfection, my angel, I'll tear your insides out. My mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones. I cannot subside until I have suckled every inch of you. I feel the fibers stretch and tear. Unbridled climax is achieved. I've waited so long for this moment, the euphoric act of suicide! Suicide! She starts her new diet of liquor and dick, Just like Hollywood, but laced in sick. The sun goes down, and so does she. So clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. Close your eyes, pray for plagues. Cleanse this Earth, bring our doomsday! Clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. If I had a gun I'd pump your ethics full of lead. If I believed in meat I'd eat a plateful of our dead. There's merit in construction when it's done with your own hands. There's beauty in destruction, resurrection, another chance. There's a you and I in union but just an I in my beliefs. There's a crashing plane with a banner that reads everyone's naive. I'd rather kill a stupid flower and spread its seeds around. Until a garden with our bullet-laden morals will be found. Will be found. Now I´m standing here alone at the end of the road, screaming into the emptiness. Why did we start this way together.? Although it was clear to me I would end up all alone, completely broken and misused by love? I rape myself and I don´t know why, this whole thing makes no sense at all! Have you ever understood me, have you ever felt the same, have you ever looked in my eyes? Rip them off, take them. Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man. See him numb, see him crushed. I could not see past fury. Maintained the True Beast. My instincts rupture and the motive has no theme. Now look into these eyes, and see the end of time. It takes hold this image of rapture, infecting you whole... Tie me to a knob, and close the hanger's door. A human taken advantage for the world's better peace. He revives as a Beast, in dark fires of Hell. Now wait for the sounds of death, come ringing to your ears. The blasts, melodic. The gore, beautiful. Your end is yet to come. I'm still a cigarette, so just smoke me.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005

.::Burial::.

having being hurt and betrayed...i guess no one will get a thank you from the person who did it to the group of friends...DIG DEEP INTO IT AND YOU'LL BE STUCK IN THE MUD AND SUFFOCATE...this implies to both parties...the betrayed and the betrayer...we showed him what we know...we shared all our favourites with him...we gave him the gift of great music artists...and what do we get...? shame, betrayal and rage shoved in the face...not even a thank you...i don't even like to talk about it much...but i have to...that's why i kept all of it to myself...until sickness came to me...until sickness came to us...the ones with the fated bond...a-proman (sudarman), sha (my cuzzin), yazid and me...seems there will be a burial among us soon...one of us would get sick so damn much that we'll forget about everything near and dear to us...sometimes i feel like a demon inside...with all the rage building...but at the same time i have the emotions of a human...the yearning to be cared and loved...

i got this from a source...it's struck something in me...just don't know what...
let's use my japanese nick and one of my favourite guitarist's name for this act...

Sugizo: "He says you and I are like the night sky and the moon..."
Hide: "So...we are bound by the dark?"
Sugizo: "Exactly..."
Hide: *smirking* "One question: If you are the moon and I'm the night...will the light be drawn to your radiance or be lured into my darkness...?"
Sugizo: *smiles*

so there...it struck something in me...maybe...i am hide: the eternal dark angel...that's what i do best...lure people to the darkness...also got a poem...

How we yearn for darkness to enshroud us,
To be blinded by the night,
But the moon exposes our open wounds,
And make us fear the light...

darkness and all that it surrounds...seems like i'm in the middle...and i hate when the light is in my eyes...although how beautiful it makes one become and how the sun's set makes a perfect show outdoors...i prefer the night...

HERE'S SOME NEWS FOR X-JAPAN FANS...(i know Ronin-chan will be interested in this)
Yoshiki, leader of great X-Japan...has set and official release date for a dvd and a cd...here are the details about them...

Yoshiki Symphonic Melody 2002 with Tokyo City Phillharmonic Orchestra
by Yoshiki/Violet UK
Format: DVD
Release Date: 2005.03.30
Price: Yen 4,515
Tracks:
1) Say Anything
2) Amethyst
3) The Last Song
4) 7th
5) Forever Love
6) Longing ~togireta melody
7) Amethyst w/ Vocal and Piano
8) Seize The Light
9) I'll Be Your Love
10) Screaming Blue
11) Blind Dance
12) Anniversary
13) Endless Rain
14) Tears

Eternal Melody II
by Yoshiki
Format: CD (2 discs)
Release Date: 2005.03.23
Price: Yen 3,500
Tracks:
CD One
1) Unnamed Song
2) Seize The Light
3) Without You
4) Longing
5) I'll Be Your Love
6) (unknown)
7) Red Christmas
8) (unknown)
9) Forever Love
CD Two
1) Anniversary

a must get for X-Japan fans! i'm still wondering how i'm going to get it though...

GORE.7:03 PM

.INTRODUCTION.

QHAI 1987.06.15.
The Air, The Twins, Gemini.
(UN)Taken Cynic.
GUITARIST of Obscure Phionix.
VOCALIST of Death By Clowns.
I am insane; Come near me and you will get my disease. I am an insane guitarist, a psychotic vocalist and yes, I headbang. I've received much company and love from Obscure Phionix, Death By Clowns, scenemates/fans and trusted friends. Thus I am content with my life. With no further questions, I have laid down my feet to my one path. Even how complicated things will get, I will get there. I am my own King. And I will decide where I go. Hate me if you will, there is an [x] where you can close this down. Gore back at me.

Reach me though;
Qhai @ Friendster.
Qhai @ MySpace.
Qhai @ avengedchildxvii@hotmail.com.

Reach Obscure Phionix through;
Obscure Phionix @ Blogger.
Obscure Phionix @ Friendster.
Obscure Phionix @ MySpace.
Obscure Phionix @ obscurephionix@hotmail.com.

I play melodic-progressive-trash-death-core metal.
Got a problem? Go Fuck Yourself.

.GORE IT OUT.



.EAR POISON.

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