IMMORTALIS
ZOMBEAST
DEATHDIVINE
I'm just a cigarette, so please smoke me. This twisted, wretched place shadowed by the utmost darks of Hell. In dreams of black beyond the bounds of a withered witch's spell. Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate, driven insane by the dark one. To bring forth the foul biddings, he speaks. The undead are among us, at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds. They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck.His spires are growing taller still, their shadows spreading throughout the land, freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man. Into the tower, never go. The horrors multiply. Gears can mince the strongest ones, leaving heroes paralyzed. The rivers flow with poison, the sands swallow you whole, the ghouls that roam this darkened wood are thirsting for your throat. Tonight will be our last, my hands are itching for razors, my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings. Consumed by sickness, I ache to see your blood. The hour approaches when I shall lay a nest inside of you. Sliced open, I lay waste to my desires. Sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile. And in my dreams, I hold your head beneath the waves. After you've died, I kiss the nape of your porcelain neck. You enter me in death's perpetual embrace, skin tightens in the throes of lust. And in my dreams, I cut your mouth from ear to ear. Dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room. How splendidly I carve into your tender heart, shuddering between the sheets. Whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils. We shall be intertwined, entangled in our love. Murder beckons as time stops with your voice, "I'll love you forever" - and forever it shall be. The knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh. The pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind. The rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries. With a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations. With a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting the knives are crooning for this perfect end. For weeks I've watched you, perched above your sleeping form. As I caress your perfection, my angel, I'll tear your insides out. My mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones. I cannot subside until I have suckled every inch of you. I feel the fibers stretch and tear. Unbridled climax is achieved. I've waited so long for this moment, the euphoric act of suicide! Suicide! She starts her new diet of liquor and dick, Just like Hollywood, but laced in sick. The sun goes down, and so does she. So clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. Close your eyes, pray for plagues. Cleanse this Earth, bring our doomsday! Clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. If I had a gun I'd pump your ethics full of lead. If I believed in meat I'd eat a plateful of our dead. There's merit in construction when it's done with your own hands. There's beauty in destruction, resurrection, another chance. There's a you and I in union but just an I in my beliefs. There's a crashing plane with a banner that reads everyone's naive. I'd rather kill a stupid flower and spread its seeds around. Until a garden with our bullet-laden morals will be found. Will be found. Now I´m standing here alone at the end of the road, screaming into the emptiness. Why did we start this way together.? Although it was clear to me I would end up all alone, completely broken and misused by love? I rape myself and I don´t know why, this whole thing makes no sense at all! Have you ever understood me, have you ever felt the same, have you ever looked in my eyes? Rip them off, take them. Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man. See him numb, see him crushed. I could not see past fury. Maintained the True Beast. My instincts rupture and the motive has no theme. Now look into these eyes, and see the end of time. It takes hold this image of rapture, infecting you whole... Tie me to a knob, and close the hanger's door. A human taken advantage for the world's better peace. He revives as a Beast, in dark fires of Hell. Now wait for the sounds of death, come ringing to your ears. The blasts, melodic. The gore, beautiful. Your end is yet to come. I'm still a cigarette, so just smoke me.
Sunday, December 30, 2007

SLEEPLESS; SLAUGHTERHOUSE AFTERMATH.

Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre was a success. We didn't expect so many people to drop by. Thanks all.

Now, i haven't had enough sleep. Max 30mins i think. Let me rest and then i'll upload the photos of the gig from Tsue.

sleepily yours,
Qhaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

Hangover lah. From NOT SLEEPING!!

GORE.9:09 AM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

FALLEN; ROSE OF DIAMOND SHARDS.

I seriously need a break. From NS. Not from anything else. I truly miss my one dear love, my Diva Satanica, Nurdarina. She's away and my days and nights of not hearing from her have been hollow. And in all the boredom with this week of duties, i can only entertain myself with my music.

The challenge ahead: Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre. The months of preparing known to myself as, "The All-Metal Gig of the Year", has been stressful and rewarding (in reference to the tickets sold). I met new people and forged new friendships by just selling away tickets.

And on 29th of December 2007, will mark my B.C. Rich KKV's first appearance on stage. My prized possession being wielded for it's purpose.

My many friendships have been tested with my new love, my Diva Satanica. They complain, of which i do not know out of jealousy or just plain hatred for me. I know that i am no Prince Charming. I know that i do not stand out like many out there. I know that i am a freak, a lunatic. Yes, it's true.

So, people who are reading this, judge me whichever way you want. If you think good of me, then our friendship would be forever. If you do not, then i'll take what you give me and shove it up your fucking ass. Easy? Yes.

After Slaughterhouse, i'm going to concentrate more with Death By Clowns. They can succeed and i want them to succeed. Not for me but for themselves.

And to let those in hatred of me being with Nurdarina know, i'm giving her my 150%. All that i can give.

I just figured out. I'm too bored and i'm just ranting senseless words. Yay.

Something that's not senseless is to promote this.



Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre

Bands in the Slaughter:
SOUNDS OF SAVIOUR.
VULGATE DOGMAS.
HELMSKEY.
EVERY RAGE I SEEK.
DYING PORTRAIT.
ASILENT.
DEATH DEFYERZ.
CARDIAC NECROPSY.
IN HATRED AND GIFTED.
OBSCURE PHIONIX.

Where? The Arts House, The Playden.
When? 29th December 2007.
How Much? $7 from bands, $9 at door
(only at the door tickets on the 29th).

SLAUGHTERING STARTS AT 2.30PM TIL LATE!

Supported by The Arts House.
Posters and Flyers by TsueARTeria and
friends.
Equipment by The End Of Recordings.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Deathdivine.
<3 Diva Satanica.

GORE.5:00 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

OUT; WEEK BURN.

Before i go. I'd like to say some things.

1) I'll miss my Diva Satanica, Nurdarina.
2) I'll miss my family.
3) I'll miss my Beasties.
4) I'll miss my guitars.
5) I'll miss my band(s).

Lastly, i hope we'll be playing for Slaughterhouse Massacre.

Love Nurdarina.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Deathdivine.

GORE.6:22 AM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

LOVED; BY DIVA SATANICA.

Her shyness. :).



Yeah. So i'm attached. To a girl so sweet and lovely that i can't stop thinking about her.

Taken: 2007.12.15, Saturday (yesterday).







Went jamming with beloved Death By Clowns yesterday. Finally i got to gore and scream again. Like a psychotic clown i tortured the microphones. Haha. We auditioned Dila, Tape's friend, and she not all bad. Just need to learn the songs more. Yeah. Sayang said i was a lunatic in there. And the night goes on. Met Man and Meow. Repaired my KKV's loose input. And we had our first kiss. :).

Met her again to today and brought her along for jamming again. And she almost cried in my arms just because she had to leave me to go to work. How sweeter can she get? Love her. I hope i'll get to meet her again soon. Separation makes the heart grow fonder.

NS has been a shit. Detail the whole week for this coming week, except Thurday, until Monday. Yes, Saturday and Sunday too. Fucked. I hate NS. But...

... I love my Diva Satanica.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Deathdivine.

GORE.7:42 PM

.INTRODUCTION.

QHAI 1987.06.15.
The Air, The Twins, Gemini.
(UN)Taken Cynic.
GUITARIST of Obscure Phionix.
VOCALIST of Death By Clowns.
I am insane; Come near me and you will get my disease. I am an insane guitarist, a psychotic vocalist and yes, I headbang. I've received much company and love from Obscure Phionix, Death By Clowns, scenemates/fans and trusted friends. Thus I am content with my life. With no further questions, I have laid down my feet to my one path. Even how complicated things will get, I will get there. I am my own King. And I will decide where I go. Hate me if you will, there is an [x] where you can close this down. Gore back at me.

Reach me though;
Qhai @ Friendster.
Qhai @ MySpace.
Qhai @ avengedchildxvii@hotmail.com.

Reach Obscure Phionix through;
Obscure Phionix @ Blogger.
Obscure Phionix @ Friendster.
Obscure Phionix @ MySpace.
Obscure Phionix @ obscurephionix@hotmail.com.

I play melodic-progressive-trash-death-core metal.
Got a problem? Go Fuck Yourself.

.GORE IT OUT.



.EAR POISON.

Youll Be Safe Here - Rivermaya

Rivermaya - You'll Be Safe Here


Obscure Phionix - Nemesis
Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre


Obscure Phionix - Nemesis
Sessions!05


Obscure Phionix with Agent Tsue - Nemesis
Acension 2: The Second Round


Death By Clowns - Rose Of Sharyn
Jamming Session


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