IMMORTALIS
ZOMBEAST
DEATHDIVINE
I'm just a cigarette, so please smoke me. This twisted, wretched place shadowed by the utmost darks of Hell. In dreams of black beyond the bounds of a withered witch's spell. Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate, driven insane by the dark one. To bring forth the foul biddings, he speaks. The undead are among us, at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds. They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck.His spires are growing taller still, their shadows spreading throughout the land, freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man. Into the tower, never go. The horrors multiply. Gears can mince the strongest ones, leaving heroes paralyzed. The rivers flow with poison, the sands swallow you whole, the ghouls that roam this darkened wood are thirsting for your throat. Tonight will be our last, my hands are itching for razors, my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings. Consumed by sickness, I ache to see your blood. The hour approaches when I shall lay a nest inside of you. Sliced open, I lay waste to my desires. Sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile. And in my dreams, I hold your head beneath the waves. After you've died, I kiss the nape of your porcelain neck. You enter me in death's perpetual embrace, skin tightens in the throes of lust. And in my dreams, I cut your mouth from ear to ear. Dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room. How splendidly I carve into your tender heart, shuddering between the sheets. Whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils. We shall be intertwined, entangled in our love. Murder beckons as time stops with your voice, "I'll love you forever" - and forever it shall be. The knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh. The pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind. The rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries. With a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations. With a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting the knives are crooning for this perfect end. For weeks I've watched you, perched above your sleeping form. As I caress your perfection, my angel, I'll tear your insides out. My mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones. I cannot subside until I have suckled every inch of you. I feel the fibers stretch and tear. Unbridled climax is achieved. I've waited so long for this moment, the euphoric act of suicide! Suicide! She starts her new diet of liquor and dick, Just like Hollywood, but laced in sick. The sun goes down, and so does she. So clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. Close your eyes, pray for plagues. Cleanse this Earth, bring our doomsday! Clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. If I had a gun I'd pump your ethics full of lead. If I believed in meat I'd eat a plateful of our dead. There's merit in construction when it's done with your own hands. There's beauty in destruction, resurrection, another chance. There's a you and I in union but just an I in my beliefs. There's a crashing plane with a banner that reads everyone's naive. I'd rather kill a stupid flower and spread its seeds around. Until a garden with our bullet-laden morals will be found. Will be found. Now I´m standing here alone at the end of the road, screaming into the emptiness. Why did we start this way together.? Although it was clear to me I would end up all alone, completely broken and misused by love? I rape myself and I don´t know why, this whole thing makes no sense at all! Have you ever understood me, have you ever felt the same, have you ever looked in my eyes? Rip them off, take them. Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man. See him numb, see him crushed. I could not see past fury. Maintained the True Beast. My instincts rupture and the motive has no theme. Now look into these eyes, and see the end of time. It takes hold this image of rapture, infecting you whole... Tie me to a knob, and close the hanger's door. A human taken advantage for the world's better peace. He revives as a Beast, in dark fires of Hell. Now wait for the sounds of death, come ringing to your ears. The blasts, melodic. The gore, beautiful. Your end is yet to come. I'm still a cigarette, so just smoke me.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007

A NEW INFIDELITY; MEDICK.

Let's begin with last Saturday, went out with Zee for the first time. Brought her to DXO for her first gig. Haha. =). Wooooots. End of that day, i decided to get unearth an acoustic band for extra money. Yes!

Now, news of the week! I've passed out from the SAF Medical Training Institute. Yay. Okay. I want to rest. SERIOUSLY. Tired lah seh.

Before that. A song.

SCREAMING INFIDELITIES
Dashboard Confessional


I'm missing your bed, I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.
I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
You're not alone and you're not discreet.
You make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again,
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it:
"I'll love you always and forever"
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
And sit alone and wonder, how you're making out.
And as for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out.
I'm missing your laugh,
How did it break?
And when did your eyes
Begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending
I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
I am alone in my defeat
I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed, I never sleep.
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak.
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.
Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
And sit alone and wonder...
How you're making out.
And as for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone...
Making out
Your hair it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities and taking its wear.
Your hair it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities and taking its wear.
Your hair it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities and taking its wear.
Your hair it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities and taking its wear.


insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast.

GORE.7:43 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

LIGHTERWORKS; FIRE.

First, let me recall what the hell i did last week.

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Oh yea. Saturday went to Exile at The Arts House. Thanks to Adriana for the invite. =). Met the rest of the guys there. Zul, EJ, Alif, etc. Then met Qader outside The Arts House and went for jamming at around 6pm. Then after that went to Changi Beach for "chalet". Met Niq and all. Went around spotted a few gays and watched soccer for a bit.

YESTERDAY. Went to Esplanade to watch the fireworks. Met up with Shadows Embrace and Alif. And yes, Shadows Embrace including dear Sitt. =). Been long since i met her. It was cool. Met alot of people there as usual. Fireworks was great, the sea of human hordes was not. Went back to Uncle Jazz's place after that and had a chat with my primary schoolmate, Zizi, who happens to be Uncle Jazz's niece. Small small world.

This morning went for jamming. Shah was late but i didn't mind. We got the whole complication of our second original untangled. Hah. Sounds like mix of Slayer, Arch Enemy and a bit of Behemoth. Wahahahaha.

Ok. Done.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

GORE.6:02 PM

Friday, August 10, 2007

NATIONAL CHAOS; STAMPEDE.

Before i went off to City Hall, i went to get the new phone. Nokia 5200. Woohoo. =). Got myself a new phone. Yayness.

So, Shah and i battled through the train for space. And when we reached there it was like a stampede of human souls. Yes, a sea of bodies. Met Ann at the Sumpreme Court and we headed off to Long John Silver for a bite. Then all of us went to search for Zul. It was terrible. We gave up and went to meet Qader outside of Funan's Watsons. After that bought a new shirt over at Black Haven and went to Burger King cause Shah and Qader wanted to eat. Ann was kind of quiet all the way but it's ok. I'll get to know her better when we go out again.

Ok, i don't think i have anything to blog about. Not exactly in the mood to blog. Oh, well. Time to play around with my new phone.

Zombie out.

insanely yours,
Qhai Beasthide.

GORE.5:37 PM

Sunday, August 05, 2007

BAYBEATS; BAYBEAST.

BAYBEATS.
The best place to gather with friends and my fellow Ravers. It's okay, not so bad. Just lots of emoshits, mats/minahs and yps around. ERK. So, i met up with Man, Meow and Qader about some band things. Get to meet Helmskey. Anyway, from there Qader and i headed to Esplanade. Man and Meow went to meet Asilent. So, when i reached the further stage, bumped into Aidil and Semut. Then saw Adriana. Then bumped into Fiz and Mas. Watched The Sallys for awhile. Then met Isa and the rest of Projeria. On the way to the stage at the bridge, met Azri and Irwin. Watched Allura at that stage. NOTE: Allura's vocalist is hot. Haha. Melvin was right. =). Ah, their set was superb. Then at 7.30pm Deputy Siren came up. Moshing by kids. Deputy Siren threw lots of stuff, mainly Gibson picks. Got one Gibson bass pick. Azri, Irwin, Man, Meow and myself got flattened by these kids. Hah.

After that we headed out to the other stage. Met with EJ and Joe. Then we hungout over at the corner of the carpark. Then a few more people joined us. Mainly Ihsan, Alif, Adriana, Zaid and Nas. One of the Baybeats people went around and gave away Baybeats dogtags. I got 5 of 'em. Hahaha. So, we sat there for so long, until the start of Blindside. Woots. Awesome. Their song "About The Fire In The Sky" is fucking swede-some. Went off from Esplanade at 11.30pm and reached home an hour later. Fucking superb. Haha.

Oh. I'm going to get a Nokia 5200 next week. Weeee~.

Too bad those i asked to along couldn't tag along.

Oh well, jamming today is great. Finally played Dead Eyes See No Future by Arch Enemy. Woots. Just have to learn my solo. And we already started on our new Original. First original, Suffering In The Hands Of The Psychopath, is sounding better and better each time we play it.

I guess that's it. About time i meet Ann. Hah.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

GORE.4:02 PM

.INTRODUCTION.

QHAI 1987.06.15.
The Air, The Twins, Gemini.
(UN)Taken Cynic.
GUITARIST of Obscure Phionix.
VOCALIST of Death By Clowns.
I am insane; Come near me and you will get my disease. I am an insane guitarist, a psychotic vocalist and yes, I headbang. I've received much company and love from Obscure Phionix, Death By Clowns, scenemates/fans and trusted friends. Thus I am content with my life. With no further questions, I have laid down my feet to my one path. Even how complicated things will get, I will get there. I am my own King. And I will decide where I go. Hate me if you will, there is an [x] where you can close this down. Gore back at me.

Reach me though;
Qhai @ Friendster.
Qhai @ MySpace.
Qhai @ avengedchildxvii@hotmail.com.

Reach Obscure Phionix through;
Obscure Phionix @ Blogger.
Obscure Phionix @ Friendster.
Obscure Phionix @ MySpace.
Obscure Phionix @ obscurephionix@hotmail.com.

I play melodic-progressive-trash-death-core metal.
Got a problem? Go Fuck Yourself.

.GORE IT OUT.



.EAR POISON.

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Rivermaya - You'll Be Safe Here


Obscure Phionix - Nemesis
Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre


Obscure Phionix - Nemesis
Sessions!05


Obscure Phionix with Agent Tsue - Nemesis
Acension 2: The Second Round


Death By Clowns - Rose Of Sharyn
Jamming Session


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