IMMORTALIS
ZOMBEAST
DEATHDIVINE
I'm just a cigarette, so please smoke me. This twisted, wretched place shadowed by the utmost darks of Hell. In dreams of black beyond the bounds of a withered witch's spell. Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate, driven insane by the dark one. To bring forth the foul biddings, he speaks. The undead are among us, at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds. They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck.His spires are growing taller still, their shadows spreading throughout the land, freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man. Into the tower, never go. The horrors multiply. Gears can mince the strongest ones, leaving heroes paralyzed. The rivers flow with poison, the sands swallow you whole, the ghouls that roam this darkened wood are thirsting for your throat. Tonight will be our last, my hands are itching for razors, my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings. Consumed by sickness, I ache to see your blood. The hour approaches when I shall lay a nest inside of you. Sliced open, I lay waste to my desires. Sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile. And in my dreams, I hold your head beneath the waves. After you've died, I kiss the nape of your porcelain neck. You enter me in death's perpetual embrace, skin tightens in the throes of lust. And in my dreams, I cut your mouth from ear to ear. Dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room. How splendidly I carve into your tender heart, shuddering between the sheets. Whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils. We shall be intertwined, entangled in our love. Murder beckons as time stops with your voice, "I'll love you forever" - and forever it shall be. The knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh. The pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind. The rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries. With a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations. With a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting the knives are crooning for this perfect end. For weeks I've watched you, perched above your sleeping form. As I caress your perfection, my angel, I'll tear your insides out. My mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones. I cannot subside until I have suckled every inch of you. I feel the fibers stretch and tear. Unbridled climax is achieved. I've waited so long for this moment, the euphoric act of suicide! Suicide! She starts her new diet of liquor and dick, Just like Hollywood, but laced in sick. The sun goes down, and so does she. So clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. Close your eyes, pray for plagues. Cleanse this Earth, bring our doomsday! Clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. If I had a gun I'd pump your ethics full of lead. If I believed in meat I'd eat a plateful of our dead. There's merit in construction when it's done with your own hands. There's beauty in destruction, resurrection, another chance. There's a you and I in union but just an I in my beliefs. There's a crashing plane with a banner that reads everyone's naive. I'd rather kill a stupid flower and spread its seeds around. Until a garden with our bullet-laden morals will be found. Will be found. Now I´m standing here alone at the end of the road, screaming into the emptiness. Why did we start this way together.? Although it was clear to me I would end up all alone, completely broken and misused by love? I rape myself and I don´t know why, this whole thing makes no sense at all! Have you ever understood me, have you ever felt the same, have you ever looked in my eyes? Rip them off, take them. Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man. See him numb, see him crushed. I could not see past fury. Maintained the True Beast. My instincts rupture and the motive has no theme. Now look into these eyes, and see the end of time. It takes hold this image of rapture, infecting you whole... Tie me to a knob, and close the hanger's door. A human taken advantage for the world's better peace. He revives as a Beast, in dark fires of Hell. Now wait for the sounds of death, come ringing to your ears. The blasts, melodic. The gore, beautiful. Your end is yet to come. I'm still a cigarette, so just smoke me.
Sunday, September 23, 2007

FAMILY; PRIDE.

I know i'm the son of Norzihan and Muzakir.

Now i see that i'm also the son of EzieJazz and Umi Mariam.

(:

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeat.
I am a Man before i am a Beast.

GORE.9:34 PM


ZOMBEASTS; MONSTERS.

So, went out with ZeeMonster yesterday night for break fast. Met her at Tampines and we went to Geylang. Of course she brought her friends along. I was supposed to bring Khair but he was not available. Damn. Surprisingly i didn't eat much. Oh well.

First things first, i miss the band. Obscure Phionix. Where art thou? Haha. We're going to have dinner together next saturday and a jamming session at Beat Merchants. Hopefully, our friends of Sounds Of Saviour and some other will join us for dinner. Shadows Embrace maybe, Vulgate Dogmas maybe, Every Rage I Seek maybe, or just the usual RAVERS of Esplanade.

Oh yeah, next saturday is the official commencement of the flyers and posters of Welcome To The Slaughterhouse Massacre! Or Welcome To The Artshouse Massacre! Whichever name we've given the organised gig to. 29th December 2007. Make yourself free. This will be the reunion of all the underground metal bands of the past years.

Of course i also miss Death By Clowns. Long time didn't jam with them although we made several attempts to plan it. Oh well, maybe next time.

I've uploaded three videos from YouTube, below the very well dead tagboard. First, Obscure Phionix - Nemesis @ Sessions!05. Second, Obscure Phionix with Agent Tsue - Nemesis @ Ascension 2: The Second Round. Lastly, Death By Clowns - Rose Of Sharyn @ jamming.

I shall sign off now.

P.S. I MISS ZEE.

I am a worm before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that!


insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast.
I am a Man before i am a Beast.

GORE.12:01 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

OH, THE BOREDOM; METAL LIVES.

Kay, i'm officially bored. Zee's phone is out of order. Ann's sick. And i keep getting restless. Oh, what's my last post? Long time ago. BUT FIRST.

To Zul Shadows Embrace,
Take care bro in your road of service. National Service might be a waste of time and a bore to people like us but hold on. 2 years (or less) will pass by fast. Endure the pain, sweat and tears of all the shit they'll give you. Good luck, policeman.

Oh, hell yeah. "Welcome to the Slaughterhous Massacre" is coming to you. 29th December so book your tickets from me. I'll be selling at about $6 per ticket. So call me up at 90893401 for the booking. =).

The promotion will be going on very soon. Bands playing are: Obscure Phionix, Sounds Of Saviour, Death Defyerz, Vulgate Dogmas, Dying Portrait, Helmsky, Cardiac Necropsy and Nafrat. IF there happen to be more bands playing i'll inform you guys. So call me now. OK GO.

I miss ZeeMonster lah seh. Hahaha.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast.

GORE.7:25 PM

Sunday, September 02, 2007

THE DREAM; I'M GOING ACOUSTIC.

I'm going acoustic. Khair and i have made plans to grab the opportunity to grab cash through this route. Well, not easy but, yeah. And i'm planning to include dear Zee into it. Going to play Evanescence, Oasis, Creed, Staind and transposed metal types.

Anyway, went out for jamming yesterday. I brought Zee along. She's like the only person i could ask out. And i thank her for being there, for coming out when i asked her. =). Thanks alot Zee. After jamming, we went to Esplanade to meet Khair and the usuals. And thanks Faz Sounds Of Saviour for realigning my Floyd Rose.

Hey, who knows any girl who is like a mixture of Sharon den Adel (Within Temptation), Cristina Scabbia (Lacuna Coil), Angela Gossow (Arch Enemy) and Amy Lee (Evanescence)? Then introduce me to her. Haha.

Oh yeah. The Black Dahlia Murder. PAINT IT BLACK LAH SEH, covered. =).

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast.

GORE.3:19 PM

.INTRODUCTION.

QHAI 1987.06.15.
The Air, The Twins, Gemini.
(UN)Taken Cynic.
GUITARIST of Obscure Phionix.
VOCALIST of Death By Clowns.
I am insane; Come near me and you will get my disease. I am an insane guitarist, a psychotic vocalist and yes, I headbang. I've received much company and love from Obscure Phionix, Death By Clowns, scenemates/fans and trusted friends. Thus I am content with my life. With no further questions, I have laid down my feet to my one path. Even how complicated things will get, I will get there. I am my own King. And I will decide where I go. Hate me if you will, there is an [x] where you can close this down. Gore back at me.

Reach me though;
Qhai @ Friendster.
Qhai @ MySpace.
Qhai @ avengedchildxvii@hotmail.com.

Reach Obscure Phionix through;
Obscure Phionix @ Blogger.
Obscure Phionix @ Friendster.
Obscure Phionix @ MySpace.
Obscure Phionix @ obscurephionix@hotmail.com.

I play melodic-progressive-trash-death-core metal.
Got a problem? Go Fuck Yourself.

.GORE IT OUT.



.EAR POISON.

Youll Be Safe Here - Rivermaya

Rivermaya - You'll Be Safe Here


Obscure Phionix - Nemesis
Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre


Obscure Phionix - Nemesis
Sessions!05


Obscure Phionix with Agent Tsue - Nemesis
Acension 2: The Second Round


Death By Clowns - Rose Of Sharyn
Jamming Session


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