*Sessions!05, A Huge Success.

coming back from the chaos of Sessions!05. i'm happy too know that Obscure Phionix had a great time yesterday. thanks to the members of Shadows Embrace, Mulysa and Dark Resurrection for supporting us and working up the crowd. you guys rock! not forgetting the bands playing alongside us during the gig, our loyal crew - Khair and Rynna. Man's family for videoing and taking way cool shots of us. and also Omar for lending us the bass, Iqah for coming down, Abang Wan for helping us replace the bass drum skin, Ary and his Modus Operandi crew for organising the gig.

with all that. i shall say that Sessions!05 was a huge success. GREATNESS.

and on saturday was Shadows Embrace's and Mulysa's gig. and they were great. is was powerful. these two hectic days are the best.

also i with time under my belt, i have more time for my dearest.

so, until here, i will update again soon.

Freakinly Mine, i love you to pieces.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

out to the crowd.

Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong,
It's too far gone,
These sheets tell of regret,
I admit that I'm just a fool for you,
I am just a fool for you...

GORE.8:18 PM

*The End Of School.

finally! my battle with projects and assignments is finished today. in short, school's over! yes. no more fucked faces. no more cliques. no more! i'm done with school.

to my baby metalhead lover, Shif. i have more time for you now. i'll make up for all the lost time.

Obscure Phionix is standing up finally. elaborated. we're going out to gigs. performing, supporting and having fun. well, we've got jamming later. last practice for our gig this coming sunday. Sessions!05, I.J. Studios, 4pm.

Freakinly Mine, i love you to pieces. heartx.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

no more classes.

Can you feel her,
Burning through your veins,
She will always live forever,
Can you bear the burden...

GORE.2:10 PM

*5th Month.

yesterday was one of the happiest days that will be kept locked in my memories. our fifth month. yes, Shif and i have lasted this long.

okay. had jamming yesterday. supposed to meet the the members of Mulysa as well but they had a last minute cancellation. Nemesis is 95% covered. yes. our first Arch Enemy cover. abit later into jamming Zul of Shadows Embrace came over. why? because Sha, Man and i wanted tickets to their upcoming gig, Gender Collision The New Beginning. details are at Obscure Phionix's site. and later after that, i got a message from my dearest asking me to meet at City Hall. and why should i turn that down? one of the first times that she'll get to go out after sundown. yeah.

at City Hall, met Shif. together with the whole band plus Rynna. was hoping i'd meet people i knew, but hell. who cares. a message to Freakinly Mine - it's our fifth month. i love you.

okay, other than that. Obscure Phionix is going to have a gig on 26th March 2006. yes! details at Obscure Phionix's site. come on. don't tell me you don't know the site. it's http://obscurephionix.blogspot.com. there.

hah. now, i'll be back when the time comes for me to blog again.

Freakinly Mine, i love you to pieces.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

we're performing again.

Seek me,
Call me,
I'll be waiting,
For comfort,
For solace,
For the end of my broken heart...

GORE.8:03 PM

*The Black Army.

had jamming yesterday. from two to four. freakishly fun. yeah. practised Nemesis. it's sounds good even though we didn't complete it. a few people came in and out of our jamming room. Shadows Embrace had jamming there as well. and both our bands finished at four. so what the heck, all of us went to City Hall together. all dressed in black. with some of us carrying guitars, basses and drumsticks. two full five-piece bands with friends. that's around twelve people.

people looked at us like they've never seen a group of friends walking before. how dumb. what? just because that all of us are wearing black? probably with stud belts, big buckles, pendants and the names of metal / alternative bands on our shirts? haha. bullshit.

okay. so bands might look fierce on stage but all, if not most, of the members are crazy, weird, lunatic and insane.

for these few weeks, my mood has been down and i'm stressed. i don't know why. just am. i feel lousy as well.

huh. i'll stop here. i'm tired.

Freakinly Mine, i love you to pieces.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

in it all.

I feel it welling up inside...

GORE.1:28 PM