IMMORTALIS
ZOMBEAST
DEATHDIVINE
I'm just a cigarette, so please smoke me. This twisted, wretched place shadowed by the utmost darks of Hell. In dreams of black beyond the bounds of a withered witch's spell. Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate, driven insane by the dark one. To bring forth the foul biddings, he speaks. The undead are among us, at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds. They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck.His spires are growing taller still, their shadows spreading throughout the land, freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man. Into the tower, never go. The horrors multiply. Gears can mince the strongest ones, leaving heroes paralyzed. The rivers flow with poison, the sands swallow you whole, the ghouls that roam this darkened wood are thirsting for your throat. Tonight will be our last, my hands are itching for razors, my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings. Consumed by sickness, I ache to see your blood. The hour approaches when I shall lay a nest inside of you. Sliced open, I lay waste to my desires. Sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile. And in my dreams, I hold your head beneath the waves. After you've died, I kiss the nape of your porcelain neck. You enter me in death's perpetual embrace, skin tightens in the throes of lust. And in my dreams, I cut your mouth from ear to ear. Dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room. How splendidly I carve into your tender heart, shuddering between the sheets. Whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils. We shall be intertwined, entangled in our love. Murder beckons as time stops with your voice, "I'll love you forever" - and forever it shall be. The knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh. The pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind. The rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries. With a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations. With a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting the knives are crooning for this perfect end. For weeks I've watched you, perched above your sleeping form. As I caress your perfection, my angel, I'll tear your insides out. My mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones. I cannot subside until I have suckled every inch of you. I feel the fibers stretch and tear. Unbridled climax is achieved. I've waited so long for this moment, the euphoric act of suicide! Suicide! She starts her new diet of liquor and dick, Just like Hollywood, but laced in sick. The sun goes down, and so does she. So clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. Close your eyes, pray for plagues. Cleanse this Earth, bring our doomsday! Clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. If I had a gun I'd pump your ethics full of lead. If I believed in meat I'd eat a plateful of our dead. There's merit in construction when it's done with your own hands. There's beauty in destruction, resurrection, another chance. There's a you and I in union but just an I in my beliefs. There's a crashing plane with a banner that reads everyone's naive. I'd rather kill a stupid flower and spread its seeds around. Until a garden with our bullet-laden morals will be found. Will be found. Now I´m standing here alone at the end of the road, screaming into the emptiness. Why did we start this way together.? Although it was clear to me I would end up all alone, completely broken and misused by love? I rape myself and I don´t know why, this whole thing makes no sense at all! Have you ever understood me, have you ever felt the same, have you ever looked in my eyes? Rip them off, take them. Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man. See him numb, see him crushed. I could not see past fury. Maintained the True Beast. My instincts rupture and the motive has no theme. Now look into these eyes, and see the end of time. It takes hold this image of rapture, infecting you whole... Tie me to a knob, and close the hanger's door. A human taken advantage for the world's better peace. He revives as a Beast, in dark fires of Hell. Now wait for the sounds of death, come ringing to your ears. The blasts, melodic. The gore, beautiful. Your end is yet to come. I'm still a cigarette, so just smoke me.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006

*Music: Life, Passion, Sorrow.

what does music mean to you? is it a form of entertainment? or is it just radiowaves with pretty sounds and melodies? or is it a message from somekind of alien lifeform?

music. one of the few important things in my life. numero uno being Shiffa Aziha Bte Daud. music is a passion to me. though it sometimes bring forth anger, sorrow and hatred. something that i've noticed through the course of performing at gigs with Obscure Phionix; people of the same passion as us, stick together. i was impressed with the level of simplicity to make friends with these kind of people. all you need is one gig, a brave front and something to talk about - for instance the current gig you're at. seriously, i've met more people than the last six years in just six months. don't believe me? i used to be a loner. my "posse" was compromised of a brain-damaged sloth, an anime-crazed being and a lazy music lover. that was it. that was secondary school. in ITE? no difference than secondary school. the first year was alright. second year sucks. yes, it sucks. all the people i've trusted went inside a deadlocked room and left me outside. please, to all those people who judge me by looking at me and how i dress/act, fuck off. you're not needed in my life.

back to music. the first feeling - anger. take Punkrock VS Metal a group of metalheads. i mean serious metalheads with tattoos and thick boots. beat up an annoying stare punk artiste. and i'm not saying punkrock. i'm saying pure punk. he was beaten up just because he stares at people the wrong way. he did that to me once and i just didn't care.

the second - sorrow. what if your band is faced with loads of problems that couldn't be solved. the last thing the band could do, depature. disbandment. so many bands ended up the same way. i just couldn't make out why they couldn't just get someone new or ask an old friend or something. take the Beatles, the were great as a band. come their disbandment, i could say that each of their solo careers sucked. there's one band or should i say boyband that keeps on going. even with solo careers and what not, and they are - the Backstreet Boys. i know, lame. i've been listening to them since i was little. they've been together for more than ten years. amazing.

the third - hatred. i just can't bear people who come up with music wars. such as hiphop vs rock. old vs new. pop vs metal. what the hell is going on? i'm disgusted with people who look at other's music differently.

well. i guess i'll stop here. tomorrow is Singapore's birthday. Happy Birthday Singapore. tomorrow is Metalcore United's day. i guess. nothing confirmed yet. MAN! GIVE ME A MESSAGE ON WHAT TIME TO MEET!

hell, i'm going insane. again.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Insane Masked Maniac.

GORE.6:51 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

*In Nervousness.

why you ask? cause tomorrow is the Metalgodz gig. damn. i'm so nervous i could pee in pants. ok, so we're performing at Gas Haus tomorrow. 4.30pm. the gig starts at 2pm or 3pm i guess. well, it's a BIG gig and i heard reviews will be given. double damn. enough about Metalgodz.

i'm currently aching. my shoulders, my neck and my back. what the fuck? i guess that's from the jamming i had just now. talking about jamming: my side-project needs a second vocalist for clean (goring will be a plus). we're playing all *-core music. be it metalcore, deathcore, emocore, screamocore, spongebobcore or fuckcore. haha. okay, i'm serious, with the addition of Khair aka Nokz in the band we're touching on emocore/screamo too. if you want to know, i'm the vocalist. i want to touch on Job For A Cowboy, damn it. we need a second vocalist, and we need that vocalist fast.

oh yeah, the Mosh Pit Volume 1 gig was awesome. first time we saw the crowd did sledgehammers during our set.

other than that, on the day after Singapore's National Day, will be freakinlyMINE and mine's 10th monthsary. oh, how i love her so. we lasted this long and we'll last longer. and in two months, will be out first anniversary. our first year. my longest relationship yet. freakinlyMINE, if you're reading this, i love you.

okay, i'll update as soon as i get hold on a computer. alright, kiddos? see you all.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

GORE.8:46 PM

.INTRODUCTION.

QHAI 1987.06.15.
The Air, The Twins, Gemini.
(UN)Taken Cynic.
GUITARIST of Obscure Phionix.
VOCALIST of Death By Clowns.
I am insane; Come near me and you will get my disease. I am an insane guitarist, a psychotic vocalist and yes, I headbang. I've received much company and love from Obscure Phionix, Death By Clowns, scenemates/fans and trusted friends. Thus I am content with my life. With no further questions, I have laid down my feet to my one path. Even how complicated things will get, I will get there. I am my own King. And I will decide where I go. Hate me if you will, there is an [x] where you can close this down. Gore back at me.

Reach me though;
Qhai @ Friendster.
Qhai @ MySpace.
Qhai @ avengedchildxvii@hotmail.com.

Reach Obscure Phionix through;
Obscure Phionix @ Blogger.
Obscure Phionix @ Friendster.
Obscure Phionix @ MySpace.
Obscure Phionix @ obscurephionix@hotmail.com.

I play melodic-progressive-trash-death-core metal.
Got a problem? Go Fuck Yourself.

.GORE IT OUT.



.EAR POISON.

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