REST IN PEACE; TALENT GONE.



I forgot to say this in the last post. One of the best actors i've seen, gone. Another talent from the world, gone. Heath Ledger is dead.

My favourite movies featuring Heath.
(1) 10 Things I Hate About You (1999)
(2) A Knight's Tale (2001)
(3) Lords Of Dogtown (2004)
(4) Casanova (2005)
(5) The Brothers Grimm (2005)

And i bet The Dark Knight with him as Joker would be a great movie in memoir to him.

So, REST IN PEACE: Heath Ledger, Dimebag Darrell, Matsumoto Hideto, Kurt Cobain...

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast Deathdivine.
Immortalis Obscura.

GORE.8:07 PM

OUTCAST; METALHEADS.

Going out with the metalheads is like going to a free beatup party. Majority of the public looks at us like they're going to give us one. But heck, we are who we are and that majority are those fucking mats and minahs that pollute Singapore.

I am bored. Freaking bored.

Oh yeah, saw Prophecy Of Life play at DXO on Saturday. They were good. a few hiccups here and there but things turned out well. Latiff and Zack were there too. After which met Nysrock, bumped into Elfie and Zana, met up with Midget (Jennifer Deathwish) and Rasul (Every Rage I Seek), Shadows Embrace and saw Hafiz (ex-OPX). Talk about a reunion. FUCK, they're having a pit on 8th February and i have to work. National Service be DAMNED. I'll just meet them on 9th i guess.

Oh well, until next mourning.

I MISS NURDARINA. I LOVE HER TOO.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast Deathdivine.
Immortalis Obscura.

GORE.10:56 PM

OBSCURA; LAZY?

Yeah. There comes a time when i'm just plain lazy to blog. Ok go.

Went out yesterday with my Darling, Nysrock and a few other usual black metal guys. Hung out with the rest of the usual people whom i call the Ravers. And went home. See? Just plain fucking lazy to blog. Wooooooooooooo~

THE DIVINE SUICIDE OF K.
Better think of my answers now because I know the questions with be asked
Like if I brought the joy I found in the confessions of a mask
The tip of my tongue's already touching the top of my mouth
It's meaning manifest in mercy burning down the house
It's true that tactless teem totem-poles turn tolerance to tired taboos
It's true that a bullet never knocks on the door, it's about to come crashing through
Walking one last mile in big steps as your alter-wine
Doing it in tattered shoes that aren't even mine
Because my own are in a box locked up with possessions I can't have
Like the gunman with his future and the prison priest's golden calf
Blindfolds aside I'd probably still close my eyes
And try to feel a trembling fetal life inside that shotgun barrel that's about to make me bleed
Like an ulcer in the stomach of the beast
Like a little girl on a bed that was years ago deceased
Resurrected last night with a letter she can't trace
Resurrected to be killed and maybe born again
I'll always be Kezia so long as any hope remains

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast Deathdivine.
Immortalis Obscura.

GORE.10:26 AM

A MONTH; LOVE.

To my darling Nurdarina,

I'm sitting here at 6am in the morning just to send you this message my darling. You and i have been happily attached since 2007.12.08. And you and i will continue our days loving each and every day more. It's already been a month and we have faced the problems that make us miss each other so, for example - my National Service. Just to let you know, you and i are more than just a simple love between two humans. We are more than a painting of human abstract. Don't let anyone make you believe that i don't love you. Because i sure as fucking hell do. You are my best friend, my love, my air, you are my everything. I love you baby. I love you with all my heart. And i miss you so much. Happy one month sayang. Kisses and hugs. <3.

insanely yours,
Qhairul "Zombeast Deathdivine" Fadzlie.
Your Love.
Since 2007.12.08.

GORE.6:19 AM

DARLING; 2 DAYS?

EYES SET TO KILL - DARLING
Don't lie don't lie to me now
Now I'm erasing you
Throwing those memories out
Out to start something new
I'm throwing those memories
Darling
Don't lie to me
Darling don't
Breathe in slowly now
Darling don't lie to me
Breathe in slowly now
Darling don't lie to me
Inhale truth I plead
For your my only hope
Don't lie don't leave
Mind set on failure
The road you chose
Told me you loved me
Told me no
Take your time I'm only dying
patiently I kneel here dying
Curse the blind you curse the blind
Deep inside is where it lies
Don't mind me
I'm only dying
What got me into this mess that devoured me
Lies and deceitful actions keep promising
Darling Don't Lie

That's what i was thinking on 2007.12.29. The day of Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre. It seems i wanted OPX to lie to me that we're disbanding, but in real fact, we did. The promises we kept for each other obliterated and destroyed. The futures we were going to have together eradicated. And all in love and passion broke down. And Obscure Phionix is dead. To my darling Obscure Phionix - REST IN PEACE. (Established 2005 March - 2007 December).

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast Deathdivine.

GORE.9:13 PM

SLAUGHTERHOUSE; MASKED.





















































































Whoa. That's it. The Pictures i have during OPX's set. Expecting more but not so sure when i'll get them. Yeah. Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre was awesome. I loved every minute of it.

End of the year 2007 is great. Ended with Welcome to the Slaughterhouse Massacre and met alot of people during New Year's Eve.

2008 is here and i'm starting a new outlook on life itself. I'm abit too dizzy for more blogging. So, i'll stop here. The pictures say everything.

"It won't be long, we'll meet again."

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Deathdivine.
<3 Nurdarina.

GORE.7:43 PM