IMMORTALIS
ZOMBEAST
DEATHDIVINE
I'm just a cigarette, so please smoke me. This twisted, wretched place shadowed by the utmost darks of Hell. In dreams of black beyond the bounds of a withered witch's spell. Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate, driven insane by the dark one. To bring forth the foul biddings, he speaks. The undead are among us, at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds. They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck.His spires are growing taller still, their shadows spreading throughout the land, freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man. Into the tower, never go. The horrors multiply. Gears can mince the strongest ones, leaving heroes paralyzed. The rivers flow with poison, the sands swallow you whole, the ghouls that roam this darkened wood are thirsting for your throat. Tonight will be our last, my hands are itching for razors, my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings. Consumed by sickness, I ache to see your blood. The hour approaches when I shall lay a nest inside of you. Sliced open, I lay waste to my desires. Sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile. And in my dreams, I hold your head beneath the waves. After you've died, I kiss the nape of your porcelain neck. You enter me in death's perpetual embrace, skin tightens in the throes of lust. And in my dreams, I cut your mouth from ear to ear. Dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room. How splendidly I carve into your tender heart, shuddering between the sheets. Whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils. We shall be intertwined, entangled in our love. Murder beckons as time stops with your voice, "I'll love you forever" - and forever it shall be. The knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh. The pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind. The rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries. With a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations. With a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting the knives are crooning for this perfect end. For weeks I've watched you, perched above your sleeping form. As I caress your perfection, my angel, I'll tear your insides out. My mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones. I cannot subside until I have suckled every inch of you. I feel the fibers stretch and tear. Unbridled climax is achieved. I've waited so long for this moment, the euphoric act of suicide! Suicide! She starts her new diet of liquor and dick, Just like Hollywood, but laced in sick. The sun goes down, and so does she. So clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. Close your eyes, pray for plagues. Cleanse this Earth, bring our doomsday! Clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. If I had a gun I'd pump your ethics full of lead. If I believed in meat I'd eat a plateful of our dead. There's merit in construction when it's done with your own hands. There's beauty in destruction, resurrection, another chance. There's a you and I in union but just an I in my beliefs. There's a crashing plane with a banner that reads everyone's naive. I'd rather kill a stupid flower and spread its seeds around. Until a garden with our bullet-laden morals will be found. Will be found. Now I´m standing here alone at the end of the road, screaming into the emptiness. Why did we start this way together.? Although it was clear to me I would end up all alone, completely broken and misused by love? I rape myself and I don´t know why, this whole thing makes no sense at all! Have you ever understood me, have you ever felt the same, have you ever looked in my eyes? Rip them off, take them. Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man. See him numb, see him crushed. I could not see past fury. Maintained the True Beast. My instincts rupture and the motive has no theme. Now look into these eyes, and see the end of time. It takes hold this image of rapture, infecting you whole... Tie me to a knob, and close the hanger's door. A human taken advantage for the world's better peace. He revives as a Beast, in dark fires of Hell. Now wait for the sounds of death, come ringing to your ears. The blasts, melodic. The gore, beautiful. Your end is yet to come. I'm still a cigarette, so just smoke me.
Monday, June 26, 2006

*Updates Of Weeks Before.

11th June.

event name: Punkrock vs Metal. one of the most hyped up gigs Obscure Phionix were at. organised by our scenemates. performing alongside Hopekill, Mulysa, Shadows Embrace, Dark Resurrection and Rhetorical Theory. walls of death, slegehammers and so much more. and there is where all of us experienced the biggest ever moshpit. starting with a Dark Resurrection favourite, Black Label, the walls of death turned into the biggest moshpit. haha. coolness.

14th June.

the eve of my birthday. mom wanted to treat me to dinner. along with my brother and sister. yeah. and when we got to Raffles Place to meet up with my mom, beside her, i saw freakinlyMINE. yes. i saw Shif. i was speechless at that moment of time. ok, so my girlfriend and my mom actually planned this together. the thought of it is very disturbing at that time. but i guess i'm already okay with it. better that way than the other way around. so all of us went to Secret Recipe at Plaza Singapura. i had their famous Lamb Stew. and also chocolate cake. after which my mom said she's going to get me a new mp3 player. we went to a few shops to find that mp3 mom said but didn't find it. after that we went to Carrefour to get some stuff. when we got out of the place we saw this Le Mon stand. and saw an iPod lookalike. but instead of being an mp3, it's an mp4. with video viewing. it's very cool.

17th June.

jamming at Lee Kwong Seng. before that i had briefing for Communicasia/BroadcastAsia 2006. arrived for jamming 30mins before end time. just enough to cover one new song. after that, all of us went to Esplanade to have a party for Joe of Shadows Embrace. his birthday was on 13th of June. the usual scenemates turned up at that night. with cakes and a pinata, filled with candy and condoms.

20th-23rd June.

working. at Expo Hall 7. as directional usher for Broadcast Asia 2006. got to meet some familiar faces from FoodHotelAsia 2006 last April. it was cool. as usual, a four day event.

oh yeah, on the 6th of August, Obscure Phionix is going to perform at Gas Haus (Bugis) for Tribute to Metalgodz Part 4 gig. we'll be covering our favourite metal gods on that day. $10 per head. but it's worth it. great bands performing.

so, i'll stop here. i'll update soon.

freakinlyMINE. i love you.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

GORE.9:02 AM

Friday, June 09, 2006

*Past Lyrics Part Three: End Of Earth

the third "long lost" piece.

END OF EARTH
by Qhai

As I lie here waiting for the moon to rise
The night of Ragnarok taking my life
Heading towards the uncanny mayhem
I rest my eyes on the blazing flames
Destination set to the afterlife
Where I will see the truth with my eyes
Rage and anger circling my veins
As I murder the human within
For so long I awaited this very day
On which the Earth is at its last phase
The light of which I used to bathe in
Is blinded by the radiance of the eclipse
Crimson is the moon that covers the light
From where I stand the beauty is a sight
Misunderstood in the confusion of emotions
This is my last devotion
I'm hated by the people around me
Though it seems that they care for me
I'm waiting for the eclipse to fall
Ragnarok, hear my call
I take my last breath under this wonder
Of how I survived the world a second older
As the Beast that doesn't know any better
Of any emotion a human could gather
Gunned down and murdered my heart bleeds
Let the blood drown my very living

Suffice are the words
That I spoke in the darkness


previously named "Ragnarok". i decided to change it to "End Of Earth" cause the title "Ragnarok" is a bit to Norse. i wrote this piece when i was emotionally depressed. and i can't remember about what. but, for this piece, i wanted to make it a combination of Amon Amarth and Arch Enemy. still, i don't know if i have done that. you be my judge and tell me.

in other news, i'm still recovering from Hellnihilation. it was great. awesome-ness. this coming sunday, is Punkrock VS Metal. Obscure Phionix will be the third band to play. so come early. and i'm ready to get moshed at and surprised by those crazy people! come and get me, my fellow scene-mates!

tomorrow will be Shif's and mine 8th month. we've survived this long and we're still as mushy as ever. check on our updates at Voices Of Damnation.

Shiffa Aziha Bte Daud, i love you always.

insanely yours,
Qhai.

8th Month!

GORE.11:04 AM

.INTRODUCTION.

QHAI 1987.06.15.
The Air, The Twins, Gemini.
(UN)Taken Cynic.
GUITARIST of Obscure Phionix.
VOCALIST of Death By Clowns.
I am insane; Come near me and you will get my disease. I am an insane guitarist, a psychotic vocalist and yes, I headbang. I've received much company and love from Obscure Phionix, Death By Clowns, scenemates/fans and trusted friends. Thus I am content with my life. With no further questions, I have laid down my feet to my one path. Even how complicated things will get, I will get there. I am my own King. And I will decide where I go. Hate me if you will, there is an [x] where you can close this down. Gore back at me.

Reach me though;
Qhai @ Friendster.
Qhai @ MySpace.
Qhai @ avengedchildxvii@hotmail.com.

Reach Obscure Phionix through;
Obscure Phionix @ Blogger.
Obscure Phionix @ Friendster.
Obscure Phionix @ MySpace.
Obscure Phionix @ obscurephionix@hotmail.com.

I play melodic-progressive-trash-death-core metal.
Got a problem? Go Fuck Yourself.

.GORE IT OUT.



.EAR POISON.

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