Monday, February 28, 2005
.::Believe In Fate::.
yes...believe in fate...i've seen it in action since i started ite...yeah...
first thing that happened to me...the fate of meeting aproman...
we actually took the first glance at each other during december 2003 at my uncle's wedding...i was ignoring him...he was intrigued by my guitar playing (yeah right) when i was playing the guitar during the wedding...from there we parted our ways...he got to know meow...and when july arrives...the beginning of ite...during the first live band meeting...our paths crossed...i met him now face to face and more formerly...i didn't remember him...but somehow someway...he remembered me...believe me if this is not fate...then i don't know what to say...since then...aproman and i have been brothers and will continue to be brothers until death...no reason for us to split our ways...and it's for the survival of Obscure Phionix...and he's one of the founders of the band and the guitarist of Obscure Phionix...
second thing...the fate of seeing my cousin again...
in the occurance of meeting aproman...and because of him, i crossed paths with meow again...my cousin...yeah...we've met...but we never had anything to talk about in the past...not until we met again when we jammed...we started to exchange our views about music and life in my father's side of the family...we started to open up to each other since then...we (as a band) decided to pull her in as our vocalist...and the is now...the vocalist of Obscure Phionix...
third...the fate of having evil man as our drummer and best friend...
when the old band was about to go jamming for the second time...aproman was approached by evil man (don't confuse both of them)...of course we needed a drummer desperately and we didn't have anyone to pull in...somehow...evil man was reading aproman's mind that we wanted to go jamming...aproman invited him...and he was great...one of the best drummers i've ever seen...damn...from there we pulled him in...slowly and steadily...he became my close friend and brother...and the drummer of Obscure Phionix...
fourth...the fated bond of Obscure Phionix...
we faced disaster this last december...those who know will get what i mean...the former Zero.One broke up...but the strength of the fated string of aproman, meow, evil man and me became harder to break...we stuck with each other...then we were without a bassist...we turned into a four-piece...two guitars, two vocalists and a drummer...no bass...that sucked...our fated bond keeps us together for this long...
fifth...the fate of having our prayers answered, dang arrives...
we all were praying for a new bassist in such short notice...and our prayers were answered...dang came into the picture...the hiphop rapping dude known to us as dang...i salute you brother...having learned seven songs in 2 short weeks...i salute you...he came into the picture and soonafter Obscure Phionix came to be...he, dang, the bassist of Obscure Phionix...
sixth...the fate of feeling i know someone though i haven't met that person before...
i'll just call this person "c"...i met c at a mass chatting web...we said the same words and like the same things...we're both extremely sarcastic and extremely hyper (believe me i am though i don't seem like it)...it seems i can read c's thoughts and c can read mine...call it spooky, call it creepy or call it freaky...we're all freaks of nature...c and i somehow became good friends in one day...in 4 hours...and having a friend like c makes my life more complete and secure...seems i like don't have to carry that much burden when c is around...
six fates in six months...it all depends on if you all believe in fate...i believe in it...and c does...everyone meets some other for a reason...good or bad...
girl. i think i'm fading away.
GORE.9:02 AM