Thursday, May 26, 2005
*StreetFest Update!
people, here are the updates on Singapore Street Festival '05!
Obscure Phionix will be performing on:
7th JuneTime: 7.15pm
Place: Stage B, opposite NYC (National Youth Centre), near Somerset MRT
11th JuneTime: 8.15pm
Place: Stage B, opposite NYC (National Youth Centre), near Somerset MRT
CLICK HERE FOR STAGE B'S SCHEDULE(i've highlighted Obscure Phionix's timing and date)
here's the map of the area, for those who have no idea where the stage is.
CLICK HERE FOR LARGER IMAGEhere are the original schedule for Stage A, Stage B and Stage C.
Stage A /
Stage B /
Stage C
(NOTE: some performers have changed their date and time)
GORE.11:51 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
*The Band Performs
*jumps around* wheeeeeeee~
first. Obscure Phionix. PERFORMING! finally. for Singapore Street Festival '05.
Date: 7th June. Time: 7.15pm. Place: Stage B, Grange Road, near Cineleisure, opp. YP.
Date: 11th June. Time: 8.15pm. Place: See Above.
so people! make yourselves free at this date! i'll be expecting all my friends. well yeah. who wouldn't?
***
ok. back to my life.
school holidays are here. looking forward to lots of fucking shit.
i'm done with exams! finally! no more stress. except for that flash animation project and that java project.
i'm looking forward to Singapore Street Festival '05. meeting lots of faces i've never meet before. as in. Apro's, Deng's, Sha's and Evil Man's friends that i never met. hopefully my real friends will be there. same goes with my cousins.
i'm going to write more lyrics. for Obscure Phionix's originals. got to remember to make a new layout for the site.
one thing i still hate though. mats and minahs are still around. yeah. so there.
i think i'm going to end here. eh. may not blog for a while due to band practice. hahaha. wheeeee~
GORE.11:22 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
*I Won't See You Tonight
Cry alone, I've gone away,
No more nights, no more pain,
I've gone alone, took all my strength,
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight.
Building up, inside of me,
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free,
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame,
As bottles call my name, I won't see you tonight,
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood,
All the ones around me,
I cared for and most of all I loved,
But I can't see myself that way,
Please don't forget me,
Or cry while I'm away.
Cry alone, I've gone away,
No more nights, no more pain,
I've gone alone, took all my strength,
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight.
So far away, I'm gone, please don't follow me tonight,
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.
No more breath inside,
Essence left my heart tonight,
No more breath inside,
Essence left my heart tonight...
Come back to me, this is unconceiveable,Breaking apart the ones you love, Hate runs deep for what you've done to us,Left alone through suicide... suicide.I just want to die, take away my life lay by your side (please), Come back to me, this is unconceiveable, Breaking apart the ones you love,Hate runs deep for what you've done to us, Left alone through suicide.Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare, No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend,She's gone,Nothing will take back time,I need her back, but nothing will take back time. I can see just fine, with you in my life, there by my side as it starts to fade,I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream a nightmare full of sorrow, Nightmare, full of pain, Nightmare, full of pain. I look back and see the twisted road, Best friends and despair took its toll, Take away,Take away,Take away,Take away.Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood, All the ones around me, I care for and most of all I loved, But I can't see myself that way, Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away.Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare, No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend, She's gone, Nothing will take back time, I need her back, but nothing will take back time. I can see just fine, with you in my life, there by my side as it starts to fade I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream a nightmare full of sorrow...
GORE.2:51 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
*Hah!
tiring day...damn...fuck damn tiring...want to know why? come on ask me why. why you say?
Obscure Phionix had a recording today! hah!
3 hours, one song, lots of takes, paid for 2 hours of charge which is 100 bucks! thanks to Aproman's sister suppporting us with the cash. Obscure Phionix have alot of debts to pay back to you!
damn. ok i'm tired. Qhai Vengeance rocking out! \m/
GORE.9:37 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
*Princess
Princess, in every sense of the word.
she's my Princess, my dearest, my love.
who is she?
no one knows. i knew her since two months and a half months ago.
about her?
only i'll know. no else needs that information.
well, i never had a girl for so long. that i might have made mistakes. big, stupid mistakes. i'm sorry Princess. i've been really. erm. dumb. i love her. i hope she loves me. my time with her has been one of the most happiest i've had. hard for me to let her go now. i'll never let her go. and i hope she won't let me go. she's a Scorpio and i'm a Gemini. what a match. she - passionate and loving. me - logical and sensitive. um. i think. never thought myself as sensitive. rather, i have a black heart.
oh. remember this name. Chantel Enns. yeah. that's her. my dearest Princess.
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youyou are my only onei'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you doyou are my only, my only one.made my mistakes, let you downand i can't, i can't hold on for too longran my whole life in the groundand i can't, i can't get up when you're gone...
GORE.8:47 PM
*Alive?
it's 8.44 in the morning. inside nelson's iwad class.
am i dead? or am i not?
*checks myself*
good...i'm still alive...damn...this few weeks have been hectic. projects, tests and whatever shit. huh...in 7 days, exams. feels like i'm dead though. look out, my head may explode soon.
*checks wallet and pockets*
hmph. i'm broke. i think i got 4 dollars somewhere. *looks around* huh...everything is spent on jamming. yeah! music is my life! you assholes who don't like it can deal with Obscure Phionix's noise and my menacing guitar licks!
already completed the 11th lyric for Obscure. threw out 6 so left with 5. believe me, the other 6 were crap.
my guitar skills getting better. thanks to Obscure Phionix. we're pushing ourselves to get better. and when we started out i didn't even know how to palm mute. now i can!
wishing for a Schecter guitar. the black cherry S-1 Elite. heard is costs around 900. less than 1000. Duncan Designed humbucker pickups. TonePros locking bridges. my kinds of guitar. maybe will buy after NS.
first time i heard Debb aka the Burpster's voice, on saturday. heard her recording of her own guitar playing. i can say that it's good. she's talented. but i guess she's got no time? i don't know. she can do better.
hide fans are experiencing the worst event. they may close hide's museum. fuck. i wish i could murder that museum curator and take the museum to my hands. fuck! create a donation drive to keep it open asshole!
fake fans are around. yeah. posuers. fakers. whatever you call them. they don't appreciate the music only the person. fuck you all!
mat and minahs are still alive. yeah. fuck! hoping they'll all die soon.
i have no time for gigs. fuck. i'm missing out on the moshing. no, i don't skank! i don't believe in a move where everyone is doing the same thing. and they're not coordinated. i rather punch someone's eye out without a care in a mosh pit. bleargh...last time i gig i went to was Tribute to Gods of Metal I. oh. that time Apro got his head spun around. choked by someone. and hugged by a Micheal Jackson impersonator.
i'm much happier than i was before.
but at the same time. i'm depressed.
i'm getting older.
i'm thinking about 2nd year. at least the usual people are around. looking forward to that.
awaiting the opening of Episode III: Revenge of the Sith. hoping that will be good. ah fuck. since when Star Wars wasn't?
Princess.
may not blog for awhile due to exams. so. yeah.
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
tied to the testing of wills, when my heart breaks and spillsleft to the sight of the sky, in your arms i'm definedthrown to the wolves in minds of your enemies (minds of your enemies)and i'm stone in the eyes, of your foolishness.well if this is what i'm meant for, no longer interestingfall forward to even the score, just a thought to you.and i'm nothing more, than a line in your book.please someone help me, i'm dying here in front of youwith a hundred thousand lights, timing as everything willwith a hurndred thousand lights, timing, timing is everything to me.will you look at me, will you look at me, will you look at mewhich time that i have wronged?
GORE.8:45 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
.::The Days To Remember::.
30th. my Bash Bro's, Matt or otherwise known as Shahirman's birthday. 1st. Tok Mang's birthday. 2nd. my mom's birthday.
and here comes 3rd. the 7th anniversary of Matsumoto Hideto's (also known as hide) death. yes. on 3rd May 1998. the late hide, guitarist of X-Japan, was seen hung from a door knob. people say it was planned. i say it was accidental. hide. wherever you are. your fans love you.
a moment of silence.
in other news,
stayed at school til late tonight. watch Djas, Mard, Ain and Aishah jammed. Aproman was there, Evil Man was there, Faizal, Firdaus too. it was great. damn they jammed great for first timers. and i can say Obscure Phionix was like that before. great job gals. need help, call me.
GORE.9:37 PM