Sunday, June 19, 2005
*I Scream Again
to the people who used to read my blog almost once a day.
gomendasai. i haven't been updating that much.
so. i'm 18. nothing changed. another year in my life gone.
demo...it's not wasted. i had fun on my 17th year. forming Obscure Phionix. going through all the good times with them. yeah. they're my life man.
Meow,
Aproman,
Evil Man and
Deng. without them, i'd still be a plain loser. now, i'm a
hyped up menacing insane rocker loser! haha.
yeah. cut with the jokes, Hide.
baka ka,
omae? you're 18 and still you
punk around? what can i say? i'm like that. those of you who think i'm fucking shallow...well...you're right! haha. nah. no. i'm
sarcastic,
insane,
straightforward and i sure don't let go of grudges easily.
(get it?) yeah. whatever. so much for being
deep.
namen nayo!
thoughts, thoughts, thoughts. hah. if i quit screaming, the world's going to change. if i quit rocking, i'd
die damn it! being serious and fun at the same time isn't easy you know. try it. your head will seriously fucking hurt. or explode even.
i haven't seen some of my buddies for awhile. like...the 12-year itches,
Danny and
Janster (mind if i called you NJ? lol. does have a ring to it don't you think? ). not to mention my godsisters, they're out of my life. some my cousins too -
Matt,
Psycho,
Yaqin,
Iman,
Shafik,
Nasrool,
Nasreen. if any of you are reading this: I MISS YOU ALL. hahahahaahahha. no seriously, i love you all man. this includes
OPX (Obscure Phionix).i wonder how i'm gonna live through all the pain that's around me. hard to see isn't it? somethings just don't change. the
hurt, the
deception, the
lies, the
knife in the back. i can make it. i guess. cover it with some
cousins,
OPX, the
real friends and the
passion. this might just be going smoothly.
let me finish with these words.
nothing stands between you and your passion.
P.S. sis, the bet is still on.
if you're the moon and i'm the night. will the light be drawn to your radiance or my darkness?
GORE.6:08 PM