IMMORTALIS
ZOMBEAST
DEATHDIVINE
I'm just a cigarette, so please smoke me. This twisted, wretched place shadowed by the utmost darks of Hell. In dreams of black beyond the bounds of a withered witch's spell. Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate, driven insane by the dark one. To bring forth the foul biddings, he speaks. The undead are among us, at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds. They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck.His spires are growing taller still, their shadows spreading throughout the land, freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man. Into the tower, never go. The horrors multiply. Gears can mince the strongest ones, leaving heroes paralyzed. The rivers flow with poison, the sands swallow you whole, the ghouls that roam this darkened wood are thirsting for your throat. Tonight will be our last, my hands are itching for razors, my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings. Consumed by sickness, I ache to see your blood. The hour approaches when I shall lay a nest inside of you. Sliced open, I lay waste to my desires. Sweet entrails are scooped onto the tile. And in my dreams, I hold your head beneath the waves. After you've died, I kiss the nape of your porcelain neck. You enter me in death's perpetual embrace, skin tightens in the throes of lust. And in my dreams, I cut your mouth from ear to ear. Dissecting your angelic body in the quiet of your room. How splendidly I carve into your tender heart, shuddering between the sheets. Whisper your name as you awaken your throat gasps, your skin recoils. We shall be intertwined, entangled in our love. Murder beckons as time stops with your voice, "I'll love you forever" - and forever it shall be. The knives begin singing, they're weeping for your flesh. The pinnacle of obsession is clawing at the fibers of my mind. The rampant state of elation is heightened by the paleness of your cries. With a promise of absolution, my thoughts are tangled in my creations. With a promise of unequaled pleasure, reason is twisting the knives are crooning for this perfect end. For weeks I've watched you, perched above your sleeping form. As I caress your perfection, my angel, I'll tear your insides out. My mind is flooding, the marrow of your bones. I cannot subside until I have suckled every inch of you. I feel the fibers stretch and tear. Unbridled climax is achieved. I've waited so long for this moment, the euphoric act of suicide! Suicide! She starts her new diet of liquor and dick, Just like Hollywood, but laced in sick. The sun goes down, and so does she. So clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. Close your eyes, pray for plagues. Cleanse this Earth, bring our doomsday! Clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now. Watch the rivers flow with blood, death will stand where life once stood. If I had a gun I'd pump your ethics full of lead. If I believed in meat I'd eat a plateful of our dead. There's merit in construction when it's done with your own hands. There's beauty in destruction, resurrection, another chance. There's a you and I in union but just an I in my beliefs. There's a crashing plane with a banner that reads everyone's naive. I'd rather kill a stupid flower and spread its seeds around. Until a garden with our bullet-laden morals will be found. Will be found. Now I´m standing here alone at the end of the road, screaming into the emptiness. Why did we start this way together.? Although it was clear to me I would end up all alone, completely broken and misused by love? I rape myself and I don´t know why, this whole thing makes no sense at all! Have you ever understood me, have you ever felt the same, have you ever looked in my eyes? Rip them off, take them. Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing that resembles a soul of a man. See him numb, see him crushed. I could not see past fury. Maintained the True Beast. My instincts rupture and the motive has no theme. Now look into these eyes, and see the end of time. It takes hold this image of rapture, infecting you whole... Tie me to a knob, and close the hanger's door. A human taken advantage for the world's better peace. He revives as a Beast, in dark fires of Hell. Now wait for the sounds of death, come ringing to your ears. The blasts, melodic. The gore, beautiful. Your end is yet to come. I'm still a cigarette, so just smoke me.
Thursday, October 27, 2005

*Time Mistaken

haha. ok, about that Bukit Batok Gig. i've confused the time the bands are supposed to report and the time people should be coming in. haha. see, the bands are reporting at 9am. which means, after the sound checks and what not, the crowd should be coming in at around...10.30am? haha. sorry for all the confusion.

so, 10.30am to 1pm.

(also check - http://obscurephionix.blogspot.com)

had jamming yesterday. but Deng had to leave an hour early due to some errands he had to do. so the four left furiously tried playing the new song and completed it. it's not the same as Deng's not there. frankly, i'm kind of nervous for friday. fearing we may cock up. well, all the best for OPX.

also, i've seen improvements in all of us. that's the best news. we've improved as a band since day one. looking back, we were kind of pathetic during our first few months. now, we're becoming better and looking out for our future in the underground music industry.

going to meet Freakinly Mine this friday, it's been a week or so since i've seen her face to face. of course we have our daily long hours on the phone and our overload of messages, it's never enough than having her by my side and looking at that sweet face of hers. that memorable day will be in my mind forever. we're living at the ends of Singapore. no wonder we miss each other so much. hah. i love you, dear.

ok, one thing i noticed yesterday. alot of people look at me or the band weird. what? haven't seen people carrying guitars before? got a problem with people carrying guitars? huh? what's the big deal? since i went out of home there's been 3 people looking at me. all the way from my place to Yishun. hah. and believe it or not they're females. after that, when Aproman, Meow and i went to Far East, whenever we pass by a group of people they'll stop talking and look at us and then continue on talking after we passed them. and if that is a single person, that person will just look at us and walk by. ok, i may be making no sense but if you get the point, great. also met me and Meow's cuz Yaqin over there. surprised to see him though. haha. who wouldn't when he came up to me and said, "Eh, mat".

oh yeah, i bought new Circa skate shoes yesterday. hah.

i love you, Shif.

living each day like a dream.

I want you to know that,
I miss you, I miss you so,
I want you to know that,
I miss you, I miss you so...

*

You starve your children on neglect,
Then feed their bellies with fear,
Concussion bat to the brain,
Witness to a battered mother,
Your abuse will end right here,
No longer will your family fear,
A gunshot to the head of trepidation,
My promise if you lay a finger,
Just look at the scars you make,
Your terror makes your kids break,
A broken home just as you were raised,
With fist raised up to your children,
Open fire,
On the desire of the man,
Open fire,
With strife we'll strike down the hand,
Open fire, build the pyre,
If I can't make you see the damage you made,
Open fire, build the pyre,
I'll make you wish you'd never been alive...

GORE.8:45 AM

.INTRODUCTION.

QHAI 1987.06.15.
The Air, The Twins, Gemini.
(UN)Taken Cynic.
GUITARIST of Obscure Phionix.
VOCALIST of Death By Clowns.
I am insane; Come near me and you will get my disease. I am an insane guitarist, a psychotic vocalist and yes, I headbang. I've received much company and love from Obscure Phionix, Death By Clowns, scenemates/fans and trusted friends. Thus I am content with my life. With no further questions, I have laid down my feet to my one path. Even how complicated things will get, I will get there. I am my own King. And I will decide where I go. Hate me if you will, there is an [x] where you can close this down. Gore back at me.

Reach me though;
Qhai @ Friendster.
Qhai @ MySpace.
Qhai @ avengedchildxvii@hotmail.com.

Reach Obscure Phionix through;
Obscure Phionix @ Blogger.
Obscure Phionix @ Friendster.
Obscure Phionix @ MySpace.
Obscure Phionix @ obscurephionix@hotmail.com.

I play melodic-progressive-trash-death-core metal.
Got a problem? Go Fuck Yourself.

.GORE IT OUT.



.EAR POISON.

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