Friday, November 04, 2005
*Back To Being Medieval
alright.
Faizal, bro, i've taken your advice. i'm going to keep it low
but not to the extend of being so low.
i love her and i'm not afraid to say it to the whole world.
Twinnie, thanks for supporting me for so long. heh. now people, stop using my
tagboard as a battlefield. in case if you've not noticed,
my blog...
MY RULES. hahahahahhaha.
now i'm back to being
medieval and metal-minded. hah. you guys want to know what's going on in my music life?
actually i have no idea what going on with the band. some
miscommunication i think.
Obscure Phionix, we'll get through this. and
Deng bro, please, if you can make it on the 9th do come down. we're having our gig on the 7th of december and i can see that
we need to get back in synchronisation.
we'
ve gone through shit before and we'll go through again.
so my bros and Meow, please stay close.
and that'
s why i rather say nothing about my music life at this moment of time.
not all of you can solve my band'
s problem.
alright friends, let's set things on track. this
metalhead got lots of plans in his life and he's going to go through all of it. i'm going to
practice harder on my guitar. going to improve my
scaling and solos. so, if i'm not online or i don't answer the phone to you. it only means three things...i'm
practicing, i'm
jamming or i'm
on the phone with her. any of you got any
problem with that please say it out now. of course i'm going to keep my contacts close but please,
i can'
t be by all your sides 24/7.
hell, my three times i went to
Geylang...fucking mat and minahs around. and
two of the times i got a migrain. what the hell?
i'll chant the words to be
reborn. "
i give my devotion to the God of Metal.
i give my devotion to my only one.
i give my devotion to Obscure Phionix.
i give my devotion to my family."
oh, people, tell me. especially those who
know me so well.
how many times have i given but get nothing in return?
countless...
and i'
ve made most of them my enemies and the grudge still holds.
to those who know i love them and care for them. don't worry, i won't turn my back on you.
the
best thing have came into my life. and i'm going to
keep that best thing. and that's
her.
Freakinly Mine.
NO MORE SHIT ON THE TAGBOARD PLEASE.
I FUCKING MEAN IT.
end of the fasting month. i can curse again. now i got to fucking go, i'm fucking busy.
insanely yours,
Qhaiin this fire i'll survive.Will you still hold me,When you see what I have done?Will you still kiss me the same,When you taste my victims blood?So crimson and red,I feel it flowing from your lips,Crimson and red,My heart is dead...Everytime I'm left alone,My misery begins to drown me,Tied by a rope of anxiety,Thrown overboard,As I'm pulled under the tides of this fast paced world,I refuse to see,Time will always be the thing that kills me truly,Open these eyes waking from a dream feigning,My lungs filled up with letdown,Disappointment in self and everyone,Expectation died in failure,Abandonment my unsaviour,Absolution at the sight of your demise,I know what I must do,Choke,Die choking on your every word,Swallow every blasphemy,Eat out your heart and make it bleed,Tie the noose around my neck,Make this life end...
GORE.9:24 AM