Wednesday, November 30, 2005
*Look At Me Now
NOTICE: 7 DAYS UNTIL FIRST STEPS.
hmm. what's going on? really i have so many things going on. i can't say it all. some i prefer
not to share. i guess that i'm
reminiscing now.
sunday. i went out, had a
great time. i mean it. it's the
best i've spent. i just went out. did this, did that. all in all, at the end of the day.
i loved every minute of it.
it's nerve-wrecking when there's a
gig coming up. i'm excited and at the same time, nervous. it's not the first time i've performed. there's so many times i've been on stage performing infront of crowds. alongside my secondary school cca, the military band; with my secondary school friends in a band,
WATZ; and not forgetting with
Obscure Phionix. it's big.
The Substation. wow.
Obscure Phionix, it's seems that we're going smoothly. i'd like it to stay that way. i'd do anything just to keep this band together, whatever it might take. but no large sacrifice. i just don't want us to go our separate ways.
"
one for all, all for one, we are strong, we are one, one for all, all for one, we are one..."
friendship
forged and friendship
worn. it's like a big game. at first you'd get along with them and then towards the end everything changes.
i prefer my friends outside. don't ask, i just don't know why.
"
too many times i've seen it, rip a hole into our friendship,this is how it's been, how it's always be,you think you're above me, but i need to end this,four words to choke upon,look at me now..."
to think of it, i'm
enjoying life now. it's great. let's see. i've formed a band, the greatest love of my life is beside me and i'm changing. improving if you will. and all of this wouldn't happen if the past didn't happen. all the
mistakes, all the
things i'
ve done, all the
shit i gone through. i'm
grateful.
it's been hard but not impossible since there's no maid to take care of my little sister. i think it really puts my
responsibilities in place. if for some reason i can't make it out, i'm sorry people. it's either
spent at home, with
Obscure Phionix or with
Freakinly Mine. i'm sorry, i have priorities.
you know, without
Freakinly Mine beside me, i don't know where to go. i'd feel
lost. never have i felt this kind of attachment to someone.
Freakinly Mine,
i love you.
so, let's stop all of this constant ranting or bitching as some of you would call it. i got things to do.
Freakinly Mine, i
love you and i
miss you.
insanely yours,
Qhaithis life.Betrayed one more time,But somewhere down that line,You're gonna get what's coming to you,Look at me now, look at me now,Pull the knife from my back,To leave the one inside intact,I can't wait to return the favour,Look at me now, look at me now,Too many times I've seen it,Rip a hole into our friendship,This is how it's been, how it always be,You think you're above me,But now I need to end this,Four words to choke upon,Look at me now...A malicious fever burns in our heart,In our veins, new blood,My blood, our blood,Runs the same,One for all,All for one,We are strong, We are one,One for all,All for one,We are one,Nemesis...
GORE.6:17 PM