Wednesday, February 22, 2006
*A Little More Personal.
if there's something i should be at rage at, is that some people just love to butt in other people's life.
why should it concern you? and some people might go
"oh,
he/she is talking about me". what the fuck is that? it just shows that you're
only thinking of your fucking self,
fucking self-centered and
probably fucking selfish. make a note to yourself.
get a life.
know what?
sometimes i just hate those try-to-be "mature grown ups".
talking big and acting tough. they would say
"oh,
look at me i'
m a big tough fuck". i just hate it. i usually don't like to start conflicts. but if someone already used my name in the conflict itself. i'd be the one who will usually fire it up to the next level. i've caused alot of damage that way.
try me.
and i just don't care if people hate me. dislike me all you want. i don't mind. just don't go saying lies and making me pissed. it'll be hell later on. i know myself that i do have people i dislike. but i do not make it worse and piss them off. it's not me.
i'm happy with life. yeah, there are ups and downs. everyone goes through it. some worse, but i don't go saying that i'm getting it more worse than you. no, i'm not like that. i make time to understand people. and i'm
mostly seen on the neutral side. i've gone through hardships. like any person had. i grateful for the good things that have happened. no doubt about it.
every smile,
every feeling of joy. i'd
embrace them if i could.
and that doubles if i see it in the faces of my friends and my loved ones.
i've fallen in and out of love. and for the first time. i really feel it. with her. yeah. i'm not afraid to say it. i love
Shif.
i'
m so insanely in love with her. i just couldn't imagine how i could live without her. i got to admit that i really need her in my life.
i love her to pieces. but out there, some people just find it hard to let go. i mean, if someone already got someone they love and is happy about it, i'd leave them alone.
i miss the times where friends are friends. no this clique and that clique. all for one, one for all. where did that go? everyone would be smiling together. having fun together. where has that time gone? lost? i don't know. but it's ok, i got my
real friends around. and i love them.
Obscure Phionix. haha. they're my
brothers. of course
Sha is my cousin. we're trying our best to get a slot. and we desperately need to perform again. hah.
now, that all i can think of. until next post.
Freakinly Mine,
i love you to pieces.
insanely yours,
Qhai.
my confession.I'm drowning in my insanity,Slowly giving way,In my last attempt to breathe,A damnation of faith...
GORE.7:38 PM