Friday, December 08, 2006
EVE; LAST NIGHT FOR ME.
My last days of teenhood. Enter my days of adulthood. They say National Service will change every male. I'm going to find out soon. Very soon. I'm going to miss everyone. My family, my band, my scenemates and my trusted friends. I expect most of them so sms me. SO DO IT. Haha. I'm going leave home at 8am tomorrow. Somewhere there i guess. Need to reach Pasir Ris before 10am to get to the bus service that'll take me to Tekong Jetty. Oh well, there will be somekind of talk or whatever over there.
I'm going to meet the band tonight. At Vivo City. Somehow i get the chills that they're going to sabotage me or something. I'm seriously going to miss the band a whole lot. We've put our sweat and blood into this band and i won't sure as hell back out from the brotherhood of Obscure Phionix. They're the best thing that happened to me and i'm going to keep them. Currently at the fourth chapter of our books. And we're almost 2 years old. How cool is that?
I'm going to have to say goodbye to my holy hair. After more than 6 months i've kept it. It's already at the length of my shoulders. My holy beard will be gone too. And i had to go into NS just as i gotten the Final Fantasy XII game.
To my family: I'm going to miss everyone. I love you no matter how messed up things can get. Haha.
To freakinlyMINE: I'm going to miss you. Very much. I hope that my ring will be around your neck always. I love you. Don't go do anything bad, ok.
To Obscure Phionix: Man, Meow, Shah. My second family. I'm going to think of the three of you everyday. The thoughts of the sounds of the music we've made will keep me insane. OPX, take care of yourself. Keep rocking. We'll be back in the scene soon. Don't ever give up on the dreams we've shared together.
To Death By Clowns: Guys, continue jamming alright. I'm just not going to be there. It doesn't mean the DBC is going to grow apart. You all have your own time. Do what's best for DBC.
To my scenemates: I'm going to miss all of you. The family bands - Shadows Embrace, Dead Since 13, Sounds Of Saviour, Someone Murdered Cupid, 2Eleven. Plus the other bands - Prince Isobelle, A Stale Melodrama, Sanity Blur, Every Rage I Seek, Jennifer Deathwish, Mulysa, this list can go on and on. Keep rocking. Forget me not.
To my brothers: Hafiz, Yazid, Khair. Good luck in whatever you do. I'm sure things will turn out just fine. Memories of me will be in you, yes? Haha.
To my besties: Aniqah, Ruz. Take care of yourself. Promise me that you'll sms me once in a while ok. I'll always have you in my memories.
To the rest of you: Remember me. I will always remember all of you. No matter what.
I won't know what will happen to me in NS. So i hope all of you will be praying for me as i am praying for you. Love you all.
insanely yours,
Qhai.
GORE.10:03 AM