PAINT IT; BLACK.

Nysrock and i are out to screw the city black. Anyone wants to tag along?

Nysrock + Deathdivine = two National Service slaves with a hatred for gummy worms.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Deathdivine.

GORE.1:08 PM

ERADICATE; TRUTH.

All Shall Perish - Eradication
Leading the tables turn
As we fail not to create
A false Sense of Edradication
To revel in, separation
I detest this life
Inching but seeming to end this life
Surprising your neurons its all with time
That meaning will creep inside
Much soon you will find,
You'll find you're closer, closer to the fucking
Fight
Closer to the fucking...
Fire it's depleting but the spark will soon
Rekingdle all that truly recedes
I have no place to show you it will come trust
Me
You soon shall see
I wish that our lives weren't
The facade they seem to be
Some how the purpose was just lost for me
Left to your discretion
You decide.... Your only way
Don't let me the oppression
Manipulate your only way
Leading the times have turned to show the
Mass decay of your will to fight
In separation only to see Eradication

Bring Me The Horizon - Pray For Plague
FLYYYYYY!
She starts her new diet, of liquor and dick,
Just like Hollywood but laced in sick.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
Sold out the love that she had left with a cut of the throat.
Drinks all round on her before she strolls to the moat.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
Count your fucking...
Blessings!
Come on!
Count your blessings,
Because I'm counting every lie.
Count your blessings,
Because I'm counting every lie.
Counting every lie.
Christ, I'm asking you for just one thing
I'm asking you for just one thing
Eradicate, this disease.
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Oh Lord cleanse this earth
And bring upon our doomsday.
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Cleanse this earth
And bring doomsday.
She starts her new diet, of liquor and dick,
Just like Hollywood but laced in sick.
The sun goes down and so does she.
The sun goes down and so does she.
So clap your hands to the sound
Of every first-born dying now.
Watch the rivers flow with blood
Death will stand were life once stood
So clap your hands to the sound
To every first-born dying now.
Watch the rivers turn to blood
Death will stand were life once stood
So clap your hands to the sound
Of every first-born dying now.
Watch the rivers turn to blood
Death will stand were life once stood
Close your eyes.
Pray for plagues.
Cleanse this earth
Bring our doomsday.



Yay. I hate politics in the scene. FUCK.

True enough i have things that i want. One of which is my own Diva Satanica. And an excellent performance at Slaughterhouse Massacre.

Two people have called me a playboy. Woohoo. I don't care what they call me. I know who i am.

I miss RUZ.
I miss WANI.
I miss NADIA.
I miss ANN.
I miss ZEE.
I miss HIRA.

I've got alot of friends who are girls. So sue me. By the way, about half of them are attached.

I miss PERFORMING.
I miss GIGGING.
I miss MOSHING.
I miss HEADBANGING.
I miss LIFTING MY GUITAR(S) UP IN THE AIR.

I'm a performer. Performing is life.

Praying for plague, eradication and doomsday.

RUZ DARLING, i'm sorry, i'm on duty this Saturday. I can't make it to our session. Those NS bastards gave no chance. I'm truly sorry. I'll make it up to you okay. Love you babe. Still missing you loads.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Deathdivine.

Seems like doomsday has come early this year
The last angel has gone
I can't remember the last time I cried
The last angel has gone home

GORE.9:13 PM

STAGNANT; MUSIC.

The week's been tiring. Seems like forever just waiting to book out from that ugly place.

Yesterday, as soon as i booked out, went home to change and met Ruz darling at Bukit Batok to coach her in guitar. Teached her the basic chords. Even i started with the same chords. Then slowly progressing to what i play now.

Later in the evening went out to meet the usual people. And again, we will NEVER contact to meet. We're always there somehow. Met Ihsan at the Memorial then headed over to Palace after that. Sat down, bumped into Nazrie and soon after the rest came down and just...lepak.

Today, jamming isn't as energetic as i thought it would be. A boring case of too much thought i guess. Oh well, next tme then.

It seems that i have nothing to talk about nowadays. And my blog's been stagnant for quite a while. Weeeeeee~

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast Deathdivine.
Obscure Phionix / Death By Clowns.

GORE.10:49 PM

MY KINDA GIRL; THERE'S NO ONE.

Here's a song for you to READ. Don't think of the video. Just listen to the song. The description of the one girl in this song is like the one girl i would like to have. But, sadly, none. It's just the love in this song, to be proud of her, to be happy like this, FOR HER TO LOVE MY BAND (although sometimes fucked up) and for her to be like this song. Rare. Isn't it. Well, Qhai, dream on.

Gym Class Heroes featuring Patrick Stump - Cupid's Chokehold.
Take a look at my girlfriend (girlfriend)
She's the only one i got
Not much of a girlfriend (girlfriend)
I never seem to get a lot
It's been some time since we last spoke
And this is gonna sound like a bad joke (bad joke)
But momma i fell in love again
It's safe to say i have a new girlfriend
And i know it sounds so old
But cupid got me in a chokehold
And i'm afraid i might give in
Towels on the mat, my white flag is wavin'
I mean she even cooks me pancakes
And alka seltzer when my tummy aches
If that ain't love then i don't know what love is
We even got a secret handshake
And she loves the music that my band makes
I know i'm young but if i had to choose her or the sun
I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun
Take a look at my girlfriend (girlfriend)
She's the only one i got
Not much of a girlfriend (girlfriend)
I never seem to get a lot
Take a look at my girlfriend (girlfriend)
She's the only one i got
Not much of a girlfriend (girlfriend)
I never seem to get a lot
It's been awhile since we talked last and i'm tryin' hard not to talk fast
But dad i'm finally thinkin' i may have found the one
Type of girl that'll make you way proud of your son
And i know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long
But i promise this is on a whole new plane
I can tell by the way she says my name
I love it when she calls my phone
She even got her very own ringtone
If that ain't love then i don't know what love is
It's gonna be a long drive home but i know as soon as i arrive home
And i open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor
She'll be back into my arms once more for sure like...
Take a look at my girlfriend (girlfriend)
She's the only one i got
Not much of a girlfriend (girlfriend)
I never seem to get a lot
She's got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue (i'm not done)
She's got eyes comparable to sunrise
And it doesn't stop there (man i swear)
She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten
And now she's even got her own song (but movin' on)
She's got the cutest laugh i ever heard
And we can be on the phone for three hours (not sayin' one word)
And i would still cherish every moment
And when i start to build my future she's the main component
Call it dumb, call it luck, call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere i go i keep her picture in my wallet like...
Take a look at my girlfriend (girlfriend)
She's the only one i got
Not much of a girlfriend (girlfriend)
I never seem to get a lotTake a look at my girlfriend (girlfriend)
She's the only one i got
Not much of a girlfriend (girlfriend)
I never seem to get a lot

I just realised how brutal and fucked up the scene can be. I'm sad, yes, about what's happening around us. The lies and all the cover-ups. I'm losing myself in this. I feel like i want to quit music making. For good. But i won't. I won't because; (1) I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE TO THOSE FUCKERS, (2) I DO NOT WANT TO BE THE LOSER IN THIS, (3) I DO NOT WANT TO BE THE COWARD, (4) I DO NOT WANT TO ABANDON MY HOPES and lastly, (5) I NEVER WANT LOSE MY PASSION. I know that i can do this, with or without Obscure Phionix. But i will never abandon OPX. I've nutured it, i've fed it, i've watched it grow. I won't. Never.

Thanks alot to those fuckers out there. Because of you i'll never see the scene in the same way again. Thanks to you, i'm again, the old Beast i used to be.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast Deathdivine.
Obscure Phionix / Death By Clowns.

GORE.8:25 PM

NIGHT; MESSENGER.

Went out with Nadia last night. Had dinner with her. Haha. And took this.



Today.

Ruz's MSN personal message - "Hi, I'm RUZ. and I feel like I'm gonna throw up."
My MSN personal message - "Hi, I'm QHAI. and I'll catch RUZ's vomit if she needs it back."
Ruz's MSN personal message after that - "Hi, I'm RUZ. and I swallow back my vomit."

How's that for BEASTIES. Hahaha. Sorry. I find this kinda amusing.

insanely yours,
Qhai.
Zombeast Deathdivine.
Obscure Phionix.

GORE.1:12 PM

THE FEVER; TUESDAY NIGHT FEVER.

Obscure Phionix with Joey of Prince Isobelle.


Thanks Joey (Ghalid) for sessioning for us.







Meaning (Japanese Hardcore Metal Band) from Japan. Seriously.






That's my kind of girl. Her name's Mami anyway.














Cute isn't she. Hahahaha.



insanely yours,
Qhai.
Obscure Phionix.
Zombeast.

GORE.4:08 PM