Thursday, December 18, 2008
A WORLD OF; SONGS.
I found this when i was cleaning up my room. I wrote the few of these when i was in BMT. Which was around 2 years ago. Cool shit, huh? Have i posted this? I don't know. What the heck. I'll just do it. Know why? Cause my blog's totally empty.
Song I:
TO DEATH FOR YOUR LOVE
by Qhai
Your face of many emotions melt me, unrelentless. Your eyes, your smile, everything so beautiful. Nothing will ever replace you, my darling. Forever be there. For you are the only one I'll give my darkened heart to. I'll die for your attention, trying to show you that I'm here. I'm here.
Will I wake up to know that you're beside me? A sense of completion, a sense of comfort. Will you be there?
Brought to the stars on the wings of angels. Drawing your portrait on the constellations above. Behold your beauty for everyone to see. Forever be remembered. Forever love you.
Grace me here, filling my empty soul with your ever sweet presence. Hoping for this dream to turn to reality. I am waiting for the chance now. A chance to be yours. Will you accept me for who I am, for who I cannot be? As I'm a blood drenched lover under your spell of sedated insanity.
Screams of silence fill this room of emptiness, of lonliness. A hope that I will be kept from this barless prison. Suicide be my freedom, I pull the trigger, screaming your name.
Another chance to be heard denied from me. My blood for my sins repaid by the blackest rustied knife. Now I lay here scarred and dead under the fullest moon I've been waiting for. My last breath escape.
Song II:
MY FADING PAST
by Qhai
Pain, the single feeling left in me. For those who have countlessly stabbed my back, I thank you. I distance myself from this world. This atmosphere of bad blood suffocates me. To handle those people is to only make myself vulnerable to them.
I stand alone in the crowd, missing your presence. A part of me still loves but it's all fading away. Remembered you made me feel alive before. Now you're just one of them, a stranger, nothing more. I'm just dead to you.
Hatred, runs through my veins. Demoralised, deteriorated, I give myself up. My future is dark, my hope a shaded figure. I tell myself, "to die is to be free", should I? Another cold day passes by and I have only my neverending sorrow.
To live, to burn myself. To forget, to wound my skin. To love, to hate my heart. For you (my fading past), I'll kill myself.
Song III:
BLINDFOLDED ADDICTION
by Qhai
Do you notice me? The one who cares for you. My addiction for you neverending. I'm hoping for the day you fall for me. Disorder of dreams.
Let my shattered heart mend in your hands. Let my lifeless soul breathe again. Let me be your knight stained in black. Let us be forever, forever.
I want you to be mind. Cause you are the only one that understands my melody of words. I can't be sure if you'd accept me. Loveless human.
Blindfolded, my sins push away the emotion, sins of a lifetime. As darkness consumes my future, a blasphemy of relations. You took away the cloth that impairs my eyes, opened my vision of love for you.
The light shines on you, my angel. You freed me and I thank you. I just want to hold you and look at you.
If I fail. Blindfold my eyes again, burn my skin with a lighted cigarette. Put me against a wall and fix your rifle on me. Pull the trigger. Life's to short to let you go.
END.
The songs were done on a personal note.
insanely yours,
Qhai.
GORE.2:53 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008
VICIOUS VOLUME; DREAM COME TRUE
Yes! Obscure Phionix's "Bee on the Beast" was on air yesterday. And i have it in recording. Ok. Let's stop. Cause... Blogging's just too... Boring nowadays. Yeah. I'm being secretive again for you people hate it when i get this way. Take care fucks!
insanely yours,
Qhai.
GORE.3:05 PM